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CARFAX ABBEY @ Whiskey Dix 3-31   
February 26th, 2007 @ 2:39pm
 
mood: bouncy
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AJH Studios   
February 25th, 2007 @ 2:05pm
 
mood: accomplished
I have decided to come out from hiding and start up my photography again. It will be slightly different from before but I am still me. For those that know me and use my work my new company name is now AJH studios. I do Alt. fashion, entertainment, portraits, and the obscure arts. For now my studio space is limited and I will be unable to take requests. I just want to let all that have been asking know that, Yes I am coming out of this cave I was put in but no my modeling will not start again just the photography. I just want to say thank you to everyone that supported me these past few years and I love you all for it.

-Ama
 
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Review   
February 24th, 2007 @ 6:53pm
 
mood: amused
REVIEW FOR THE CRUXSHADOWS, AYRIA, and ANGELSPIT @ SHAMPOO
Sorry no pics :(
 
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DRACULA'S BALL PICTURES   
February 4th, 2007 @ 2:58am
 
mood: anxious
Okay I finally got the pictures on a server from Dracula's Ball on Jan. 13, 2007. Yes it took me forever but I do have a life and work so kiss my ass :p

Anyway I hope you all enjoy.

http://ajhstudios.4t.com/index.html
http://ajhstudios.4t.com/photo.html
 
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Bordom   
January 31st, 2007 @ 3:28am
 
mood: awake
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Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...delicious
Your hugs are...to die for
Your eyes...sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...awakening my heart
Your smell is...amazing
Your smile is...encouraging
Your love is...one of a kind
 
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PROTECT OUR CHILDREN   
January 25th, 2007 @ 1:12am
  I was sent a site where I could find all the local sex offenders and was terrified by what I saw. Within 1 mile of my sons school 9 offenders live. How can the justice system do this to our children. These people should rot in a jail cell never aloud to see the light of day again but instead the system has them free near our children. These offenders do worse then murder they kill a childs innocents. Innocents is a precious gift that are children should be able to hold on too as long as possible. Check your local area and protect our children!!!!
http://www.familywatchdog.us/
 
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Hurt Survey   
January 23rd, 2007 @ 12:22am
 
mood: ecstatic
Let's see if you can get through it. If not, you're too scared about your past...


1.Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Hell no, Very drunk night want to forget it, dont even know name. Oh well


2. Are you crushin on someone?
I am not in High school Anymore.


3.Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
Not sure probly at some point in my childhood.


4.Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
Oh yes it was funny, Pussy.


5. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
There are pros and cons to both. I am liking the single life for now.


6.Have you ever cheated on someone?
No


8.Have you ever had your heart broken?
Blutig und Gebrochen


9.Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I hope not.


10.Talk to any of your exes?
Unfortunatly I have too.


11.If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
No because all I have been through makes me a stronger person.


12.Think any of your exes feel the same?
I only have 2 exes and they were both closed books.


13.Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
I have my ups and downs


14.Have you been in an abusive relationship?
Yes


15.Have you dated someone older than you?
Yes


16.Younger?
No


17.Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Yes and no it depends. I learned cheaters always cheat.


18.Do you Believe in love at first sight?
Oh yes, does not mean it will last.


19.Ever been proposed too?
We got married but is it a proposal if you were fucking at the time, LOL (divorced now). Oh and the second proposal was in bed too notice the pattern, Damn I'm good ;)


20.Do you want to get married?
Some day I would like to try it again just not right now.


21.Has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you?
Yes


22.Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
Oh yes but I say nothing


23.Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
It is 100xs worse. It feels someone has ripped out your insides sliced them up shoved them back in you and destroyed your soul.
 
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Dracs Ball Review   
January 20th, 2007 @ 2:20am
 
mood: silly
You can see my review of Dracs Ball HERE.

Enjoy,
-Ama
 
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January 12th, 2007 @ 2:34am
 
mood: awake

 
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LMFAO   
January 11th, 2007 @ 11:39pm
 
mood: restless
Had to share, it had me rolling on the floor.


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Hallmark Bullshit   
January 10th, 2007 @ 11:57pm
 
mood: contemplative
My Happy Valintines Day...

It is over a month before Valintines day yet the stores already started selling shit for this useless holiday. If someone loves me they love me all year round not just Valintines day. Why does a women have to have flowers brought to her on this day. Why does a man have to kiss his girlfriend/wifes ass for this day? I don't want someone to feel they have to do all that shit for me because of a holiday. If who I am with truly loves me and I them I need nothing given to me to prove there love. All I need is to be treated right and be given respaect all year round. Why can't women just be happy with a good man? Why do they need the media bullshit? Last relationship I was in I told him to get me nothing. I don't see the point of this holiday except to put money in "THE MANS" pocket. Why should we give these rich fuckers anymore of our money. Does everyone not see there sitting back feeding you this bullshit about love once a year just to put money in there wallets. Fairytales don't exist so get out of the Cinderella book and face reality.

"Love is heartache, true love is pushing through the pain and loving each other more for it. "
 
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I love a man with fangs ;)   
January 10th, 2007 @ 1:18am
 
mood: busy


I am definetly making it to this ball. It has been too long since I have gone. Anyone else here going? It is always great.
 
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THE LAW IS THE LAW   
January 5th, 2007 @ 3:14am
 
mood: contemplative
This was E-mailed to me and I just had to shareCollapse )
 
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Art Work   
January 1st, 2007 @ 5:13am
 
mood: weird






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December 31st, 2006 @ 4:30am
 
mood: anxious
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Yeah I'm too awake so here...   
December 29th, 2006 @ 4:31am
 
mood: awake

Whats inside your soul? Boys and Girls (PICS)




You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to.You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. But be careful dont fly so high. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. That is because you are your true self to you and others. Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there. For you, falling in love is all about the adventure and uncertainty. You can only fall in love with someone who keeps you guessing. Interesting!!!Your fun, we should me friends.
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You scored as Black. You're heart is black. You are dead inside, possibly because of your past, you feel you have no emotions left and like you're just waiting to die. You find it hard to trust people and let them get close to you for fear of being hurt again. Never give up on yourself, there's always hope- no matter how bad things get.

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Yellow

57%

Black

57%

Red

54%

Pink

54%

White

50%

Blue

50%

Purple

46%

Orange

43%

Green

11%

~What colour is your heart?~
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(Although most is true I would never want to die, and I can feel... The stabbing pain in my soul.)



You scored as Labret Piercing. You probably intimidate a whole lot of people without really meaning too. If people could just get past the many tattoos, piercings, and sideburns I'm sure they'd love you. Or still be scared, who knows.

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Labret Piercing

80%

Nipples

80%

Earlobe Piercing

70%

Cartilage Piercing

60%

Nose Piercing

60%

Dirty Piercings

50%

Lip Piercing

50%

Tongue Piercing

50%

Belly Button Piercing

20%

What Piercing Are You?
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(This was the next peircing I wanted to get done. And yes for some reason people are afraid of me. I am really a nice person, I promise ;-)



You scored as Blood. Your turn on is blood. You adore the colour, the taste, the texture, the thickness... everything. You probably like to bite/to be bitten. Sex isn't sex without the ecstasy of blood.

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Biting

100%

Blood

100%

Blind Folds

92%

Bondage

75%

Chains/Handcuffs

67%

Whips

50%

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
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(Yeah I'm sick, but don't you think Vampires are hot. Come on the suduction, a romantic bite on the neck, then you see the blood flow and taste it on your tongue, YUMMY!)



You scored as Disappear. Your death will be by disappearing, probably a camping trip gone wrong or an evening hike you never returned from. Always remeber that one guy who was hiking alone and got in a rock slide. He could have died, but he cut his own hand off to save himself. Don't end up like him (or worse, dead).

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Disappear

87%

Suicide

73%

Accident

60%

Bomb

47%

Poison

40%

Eaten

40%

Drowning

40%

Natural Causes

33%

Disease

27%

Gunshot

20%

Stabbed

7%

Suffocated

0%

Cut Throat

0%

How Will You Die??
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You scored as "Creep" by Radiohead. "I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here..."



I'm surprised you haven't killed yourself yet. So you sit and stare at the ceiling for hours at a time. You have no friends. So what, at least you got this killer tune for your funeral!





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"Creep" by Radiohead

75%

"There's a Light That Never Goes Out" by The Smiths

38%

"Suicide is Painless" by the Manic Street Preachers

38%

"One Moment in Time" by Whitney Houston (Yup, Mrs Bobby Brown)

25%

"My Way" by Francis Albert Sinatra

25%

"Kasmir" by Led Zeppelin

13%

"Until the End of Time" by Tupac

0%

"Paradise City" by Guns 'N' Roses

0%

"IMAGINE" by John Lennon

0%

Your Funeral Song
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(Damnit I wanted the Mash song. You Fuckers!!! Oh and again I would never want to die, nope.)
 
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There are still nice people WOW   
December 29th, 2006 @ 2:12am
 
mood: awake
Ok so some wanker decided to steal money from my bank account, which really sucks. But I have my bank dealing with that so I'll be fine. But today I was in line at the store, I get up to check out and try to use my credit card (which has a high credit limit) and it is declined. WTF, now they have my credit info too. These dumb thieves I tell you. But I was shocked when the guy behind me paid for my stuff. It was only a few dollars worth of stuff but still I'm not use to people being that nice. And the big shocker, he didn't try to ask me out or get in my pants. He just told me to have a nice day and left. Usually when a guy does something nice for me he wants something in return. So okay I just thought I'd share that yes there are still some good people out there.
 
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!   
December 23rd, 2006 @ 12:27pm
 
mood: relaxed
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Bordom   
December 20th, 2006 @ 2:16am
 
mood: cheerful
ART QUIZ:







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What dark pic are you? ((stunning pics, my very favorites!))




Roses for the dead.
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Drowning in my sleep.
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HAPPIENESS QUIZ:







Which Happiness Quote Are You?



You are the faithful type of happiness!!You believe in things you cannot see, and stand up for the things you believe in. You live to love and can also be very emotional at times.Your quote - The best and most beautiful things in the worldcannot be seen or even touched.They must be felt with the heart.
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Just somthing to fill some space   
December 16th, 2006 @ 11:17pm
 
mood: mellow
Well I haven't had a live journal account in 2yrs so I have to get use to the new site. Started this journal to meet other Christian Goths or just believers in the lord. If that's you and you want to talk feel free to post. Anyway that's all I got for now so I'll write more later.
 
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